Wednesday, November 11, 2009 at5:52 PM
im moving again.
Tuesday, November 3, 2009 at12:22 AM
somehow for the past few months or years, i realised that she's been trying hard to change her image and mindset, and i see a reflection of myself.
it is not easy to be strong, not an easy step to walk, not a path to take - if you are a natural weakling. there are so many things that happened to me for the past 6 to 7 years, that shaped me to what i am now - putting a strong front when i meet difficulties, rejecting friend's help when i needed them, taking all things to myself, etc. inner thoughts kept running in my mind, asking myself the 'what-ifs'. i used to be very demanding and dominating, i still am, but trying to improve by taking small steps with boyf's help. thank god to have him to lead me through these obstacles. :)
my aim seems to be further away now. i'm very determined few months back. i'm hoping that i can reach what i want and not falling too hard if i failed.
time to sleep.
Sunday, November 1, 2009 at6:16 PM
old kallang airport prawn mee again..
shall we?
miss you. :)
Wednesday, October 28, 2009 at10:54 PM
='(
Life is short..
Im experiencing it once again losing someone due to depression..
1st it was my cousin..
Now its you..
Why do you end ur life just like that? =(
Im sorry that i didnt do my part as a friend to lend a listening ear when you needed one..
Everything is too late now..
I still cant accept the fact that you are gone..
Its too sudden..
Rest in peace Alvin..
All the fun we had working in Gio, i will never forget..
Monday, October 26, 2009 at1:30 AM
for myself, i will be disappearing for the better... better concentration, i hope.
he knows i'm distracted by Facebook Cafe World, so much so that i think he is speechless now.
it's going to be a torturous week for my brain cells!!
pray hard... and i hope i will be able to pass through this semester without failing any modules.
marketing principles, management accounting, commercial law, macroeconomics...
i am going to conquer you all, FLAT.
i will be back, 04 November. :)
Friday, October 23, 2009 at9:04 AM
i spent most of my time on facebook applications rather than revising.
i'm feeling desperate now as there are so many things undone. there's no one i could blame.
my inner thoughts are running wild again.
there are so many things in my mind, i wished i could stay calm and write down one by one.
the paper war is starting in 6 days time. :(
Wednesday, October 21, 2009 at10:25 PM
memories linger and you looked back reminiscing the past.
slowly, the bad experiences start flowing into your mind which you have been stuffing deep down in your heart.
your heart starts bleeding with regrets and hatred...
you start to piece all small pictures together, trying to remember what actually happened.
you think that whatever you did was foolish, stupid, childish, naive and whatever you may think of.
you wish you could turn back time and change everything, but everything was too late now...
we can only learn from our past, let go of the pain, and move on for a better future.
a relationship failure, it doesn't mean that it's only one party's fault.
outsiders(friends) can't understand the exact problem that the couple faced.
99.9% based on criticism from friends, and filtered the judgement when they observed.
and they go "ya, ya.. he's such a bastard" or "she's such a bitch".
bottom line: we are no one to comment on other people's business. so just stfu. :) (ohoh, =X)
